June 6, 2012 (Last day of journal)

Ohh! Today officially marks the last day I'm going to write in this journal. Okay, i will cntinue witht he old tradition, I will explain about my day. It wasnt that fun, you know. A whole day of practicing the whole 50 + pieces for the musical. Since I still have some problems with some notes, I can't quite complain, but today, I will practice so hard, and tomorrow I will have the right to complain. Oh just a few more days and I'll be really really really free. Oh how I wish our summer break can start earlier. Oh well. When it officially starts, I will practice more music though anyways, haha. So, the last day of journal. To be honest, sometimes I am annoyed at this because I have to do everyday and it's kinda hard, and when you forget, you dont get extra credit. Well, I know some people would just do anything for extra credits. Well, it was fun sharing my ideas and thoughts of the day for the first year of my high school life. Good bye!

June 5, 2012 (Finally over)

Finals are finally over. Now we can enjoy our summer. To fully understand my situation I will first state that I will have 3 more days of feeling that summer is not yet officially here, since we are required to go to an auditorium to practice with the musical. And I am in the orchestra. Oh sigh, but I downloaded 3 movies to watch with ma amie (my friend) tomorrow.  Oh speaking in french reminds me that I'm retaking french 2 next year! I really like French, but the bad news is that the teacher currently teaching french 2, will be leaving next year! Aw... how are we going to find a better teacher? Sigh, it is almost hopeless. I really really like that teacher. Sigh.. so many wonderful teachers are leaving next year. I really breaks my heart.

June 4, 2012 (Just tomorrow to go)

There is just one more, one more day to go, and I'll be free. Free like a bird in the sky. Oh how happy I would be right after the geometry test. Oh, I can't get too excited just yet. Let me think about what happend today. Well, it was a wonderful wonderful day, to start of. Okay, it wasnt a good start since I had trouble falling asleep last night. If only I could fall asleep easier. Anyways, after we finished our expository writing test, I was happy. Very happy. Then in PE class, we watched a movie, and it was really nice. I liked it alot. I love those fantasy things. Anyways, about my day, I had a thought pop into my head, which is that I am immune to inspiration, which is bad, I hope they continue to work on me, instead of stopping. Anyways, it was a nice day spent. Tomorrow, is going to be a better day.

June 3, 2012 (Finals)

Well, just two more finals to go. Actually, one is a final and one is just another chapter test. However, tomorrow, we have to memorize a monologue of either Romeo or Juliet. Ahhhh. I dont like it. Wait, actually, I like it, but I am really not ready. You know, I really really dislike how I'm going to miss all three days of movie watching, popcorn-eating and partying with classmates. Argh! NO! You will never know or understand how much I want that, and just because we have to attend some reharsals we cant join that. Oh gosh, it breaks my heart. Breaks, my heart.

May 31, 2012 (Ay me!)

Sigh, the English exam, well I dont even want to talk about it. Oh no, I just remembered we have an expository writing exam on next monday! Oops, I only remembered the chapter test on next tuesday. And hell during next wednesday, thursday, and friday. Oh gosh, I kind of regret joining the orchestra. I like being surrounded by music, and I should say I regret joining since I am not that good in it in the first place. However, I think the students all deserve a little fun, partying with classmates, and watching movies with free food and popcorn. I can cry you a river thinking of how I am going to miss all that fun rehearsalling in some annoying auditorium. Oh gosh, i am so going to bring my iphone and watch movies there. No ones going to stop me. Ay me!

May 30, 2012 (Lead)

Well that lead in my mind is gone, though it will be back on thursday night. The "lead" I mean here is the heavy pressure in my mind. Well, I guess you describe pressure as on your shoulders, or is that responsibility? Anyways, finishing the first part of the English final is a great relief. I wonder how much I scored though. I feel okay about it, but you know, sometimes, the score comes out opposite of what you expected, and I really dont want that. It is quite annoying. I would like to be strong till the last moment. However, I cant use the word "still" since in the middle of the school year, I was a mess. And I still am, but whatever, the school year is ending anyways.

May 29, 2012 (Really like today)

I like today, for some reason. Perhaps it's because there are no finals today. In math class it was fun, I was actually listening and paying close attention. I like math, however, when there are endless questions we have to answer and solve, I get pretty annoyed. Anyways, today is a good day, but I am sleepy. Oh, I hate this cycle of sleeping late and waking up late, and getting the whole day ruined. I just cant fall asleep though. Anyhow, today is a good day. It was a wonderful day, and I am really grateful to be alive and still take tests. Is that sarcasm? Well, I dont know, and I dont know whether I will do good on my test tomorrow, either.