February 29, 2012 (Leap day and stuff)

Okay, so today was leap day and stuff. Hello? We only get this very very special day one in 4 years! This day should have been special, especially for the people whose birthdays are finally here. Anyways, my point is that even though it was such a special day, nothing at all special happened today. It was rather a one of those not so okay days. I know I have to be grateful for what happened today, no matter good or bad. However, today I just feel so not well. I hope that wasnt a grammar mistake. A leap year! A speical special day, which nothing special special at all happened. I hope tomorrow can be a happy day though, although it will be just another normal day. I hope it will be full of pleasant surprises and happiness. I hope that the title doesnt seem insinsere. The reason why I added "and stuff" in my title is to indicate how not so fun day was spent. Perhaps there will be a more interesting title tomorrow.

February 28, 2012 (Again, Injustice)

Okay, today was a national holiday and we were supposed to get a day off. However, only our school didnt! Well, I know our school is an American School, very special huh? Anyways, I know that everyone wished another day was off for some more fun. Sigh. However today was such an interesting day. Over the week, it seemed like me and my friends had each hibernated in their homes doing some stuff. Some very interesting stuff. My friend Angela was reading comics, and for the whole entire day, all we talked about was comics, comics, and some more comics. Which had the secret power to help her on her quiz. Wow. As for Alyssa, she said she watched some tv shows and thank the lords, did not fuss over the exact same youtube star. At last for me, I couldnt even forget about the dramas I watched and for the whole day I couldnt tell if I was living in real life or in the drama. It was a very eventful day and for some reason I was so happy in the last class. Wonderful injust day, which we didnt get a day off.

February 27, 2012 (PD day)

Thankfully, we got a day off today. However, it is not because of the national holiday but another PD day. Today, our family went near Taichung to visit a garden like place on the mountain. It was really pretty, cold and peaceful. And also foggy. It was really foggy. I really liked it though. It felt like we were in some magical place. We looked at some beautiful flowers and took many pictures. It was fun but the ticket was expensive. It was really cloudy and gloomy but I liked the mood and atmosphere of the place. These days I am just very happy about tv shows and dramas. AND SPORTS!!!! I am very in to watching NBA. Hearts and Hearts! I wish I could be just as happy about school work and going back to school after the 3 day break. sigh.

February 26, 2012 (Oui, Oui)

What I think is, you need to do what you want to do. I really want to learn French, and I really liked learning it. Et j'avais adore le "accent." Anyways, I really miss French. Also, another thing I miss is musical. I have been in musical before, like three years ago. Though not an important part, it would have been weird if my character was absent. So a kind of essential but not main character kinda character. It was really nice. However, the bad news is that over the years my passion for singing grew, and I never joined musical again. I only joined orchestra, which is NOT SO FUN AS MUSICAL. I'm very sorry to say this, but it's true. Oh. which also leads me to the next point. Club time! Oh no. My favorite club time was taken away from me. Instead, we were forced to join the club of ORCHESTRA! WHAT! I was so mad. Why couldnt I have my favorite, most passionate, lovely club? Oh no. This is injustice. I dont know whether the future is more injust or not, right now the most injust thing is that we dont even have the right to choose whatever we want when we actually pay so much for it. What the bleep.

February 23, 2012 (Sleepiness)

I think one of the most deadliest enemies of students is lack of sleep. Yes, homework and tests may be the most deadliest enemies, however, lack of sleep must be the ultimate ruthless devil. If one sleeps at midnight, the next day, they live in their dreams. Which means it is tiring as opposite of heaven. Anywas, now lets talk about heaven, hell and reincarnation. Random much? Yes. Anyways, first of all, I do not believe in heaven or hell. However, I believe in reincarnation. Weird, huh? However, perhaps it is because of my fairytale like state of mind, which I dont like segregation, hey going to heaven or hell is like racism, or afterlife-ism. Perhaps some criminals after death deserve second chances and perhaps may reincarnate to life-long 24/7 community service person. Who knows? Anyways, it is my randomness mania again, and i think its cause is lack of sleep and spacing out.

February 22, 2012 (Random)

Today, I just feel so tired and annoyed I dont want to talk about my day. There wasnt any significant thoughts from me except that tomorrow will be a harder day. However, it was so tiring in PE and basketball. It was really hot outside and I wore long sleeves long pants, it was annoying hot. I thought I would live but not so very well. Ugh, why is this blog post seemingly so long? I dont want to do anything today, it was simply be such a heavenly feeling if I could sleep right away. I guess that is impossible though, even if small naps are okay. I am so tired, I really dont like sleepiness. I simply hate tiredness. Oh jeez, I really think my official enemy is sleepiness. Oh no, we have a math test on Friday, can this week get any worse? I sure do hope not, with all of my heart.

February 21, 2012 (Total opposite day)

From today on, I simply will write the title infront of the date. The reason is as important date is, I think title is a whole other level more of high priority. Anyways, hoping that this doesnt cost me any bonus point, I will continue my journal. Today was such an abhorrent day. Before orchestra, I dropped my flute, it was almost like dropping or throwing away my life along with it. Recently, it just had cost more than thousands of money to polish, or simply check it again, from the music store. Then, I dropped it today. I dont know how many buckets of money I saw simply flew away infront of my eyes. Anyhow, I was so depressed, though my flute sounded fine, I hope. Then, the next thing I know, I am singing happily at home. I dont know what is wrong with me, and I think I should start living a normal life. Or at least talk and think like a normal person because I just feel so weird today and I'm not so sure what is my topic for this journal entry anymore. Anyways, I love flute and music. Is that the whole point? Or that I'm weird? Oh well.

Yes, originally my title was infront of the date, but I dont want to risk anything, though I dont see why it matters, but still, I want to be on the safe side

February 20, 2012 (So much trouble)

So today, I forgot my english textbook at home. It was terrible. I was at school in the morning in front of my locker. When I realized with my heart dropping like a stone to my stomach. I went to Mr. Dahl, and he didnt have any left. Then I went to Ms. Lucy, and fortunately and with her kind heart, I was able to obtain the textbook. Sigh, it was quite an adventure. Then, in expository class, we needed the textbooks again! Then I borrowed from my friend which also had a "kind" heart. Haha. Well thank her and the lords that she lent me. Anyways, it was alot of trouble. Then, in PE class, I was the captain however I performed very badly. I dont like that and am still very displeased about it. I swear next time I will try harder. Swear is a strong word, but I do vow to at least try harder next time. Then it was basketball practice, and we were forced to perform the drill of anathema, the Mcdonalds. It may sound silly, but it is deadly! (Ooh that rhymed.) Anyways, it was a tiring day, and lets hope with the gods I dont fall asleep today.

February 19, 2012 (Chances)

You can either have chances or take chances. Somehow right now I think of missing, or more like letting go the chance of joining the musical. I love singing, or any type of music in general. I really like the song "Somewhere over the rainbow." This time's musical is "The Wizard of Oz." Sigh, and well yes, I did thought of auditioning, but I simply didnt go. Why? I dont know. Perhaps because the lack of courage? The lack of interest? I had interest. Perhaps its simply because I couldnt. I didnt take that chance. Instead, I chose a safer road, and it is pretty comforting and relaxing. However, till this day, I still think that I should have taken the chance. As for next year, I would have to think abou it.

February 16, 2012 (Normal , NOT!)

So originally, I was going to type about what a normal day I had. However, just when I finished typing the word "Normal" for my title, I realized I wasnt normal at all. Everyday, something interesting happens, though those events may not be as exciting as others, they still do happen and they are wonderful things. Anyways, during orchestra, which I did miss some parts, I just realized how beautiful flute sounds. Whenever I lose a bit of interest for flute, something comes along and triggers the desire for it again. For example, today, I dont know why but my flute sounded so musical to my ears. It was really wonderful. So, not so normal eh? I really love the days given to me. And for some reason I feel like it is still my birthday. I feel like everydays my birthday. Am I saying the truth? I am not so sure about it before, but yes, right now, I do feel happy everyday.

February 15, 2012 (Defeat)

I have never been so defeated and disappointed in my 15 year old life. In PE class, our team lost the final game. The sport was dodgeball, and if it was the same old me from 5th grade, everyone would laugh at the 180 change in me. I used to detest dodgeball. I hated it so much before. However, now, I am the team captain for this quarter. Can you believe it? Wow. Seriously. That big change in me. What happened to me? Well, this new me also does have a dark side. Anyhow, I really laugh at my change. However, there is no space for laughing today. We lost. I lost. I failed. I failed terribly as a team leader. I couldnt cheer my teammates on and encourage them, give them hope. I didnt do these. I've tried, but not hard enough, I guess. I am an inexperienced team leader. This is the first time I've been a team leader of a group. However, the experience issue is just an excuse. I was a bad leader. I better go "burn some brain cells" and think of how to become a better leader.

My Birthday! (February 14, 2012)

It is indeed my birthday today, but somehow I didnt feel as happy. Lets see, maybe its because of things that happened today werent exactly my favorite. First of all, in biology, we have a presentation to make and I am still hostile to presentations. Then, there was MUN, which we had an impromptu speech, I hate hate those! Then, we had to wash not so smelling nice hamster cage. Then there was me struggling in orchestra. Gosh! It's this girl's birthday okay? Dont I get like a free pass, or like a one-day coupon which I get to do what ever I want? Well, I am just saying that on such a nice day, I didnt get such nice events. Well, let me hope for next year's!

February 13, 2012(Gloomy Thoughts, then Bright ones )

There are so many things we have to learn along our pathway of life. One of the things is forgiveness. It is a tough thing to learn, I know, everyone knows. It sometimes seems impossible to forgive. However, I guess life is like that, you have to sacrifice, and forgive. Then, learn the mistake and never do it again. Yes, I am trying to convey a message, and there is a source of this. However, I am trying to say that you have to forgive, and there is a story behind this, but I am simply so angry I dont want to talk about it. However, this blog post is relevant to my day and my thoughts because I am thinking about that right now, and I makes me quite so very very very mad, but I do have to learn to forgive, and part of it is my fault, and this is very disturbingly annoying memory, and I really dont like it at all. Anyhow, Forgiveness. I have to remember. Tomorrow's my birthday! Its quite sad actually, to type this kind of thing right before my birthday! I am actually excited, and it may be perhaps because all the sugar in the tasty strawberry cake we just ate. I love birthdays!

February 12, 2012 (Birthday and giddiness)

Do people actually feel excited days before a special day? Perhaps a graduation trip, or a field trip, or even a spring dance. I suppose most people do. Also, before you leave your country to travel. You get excited, don't you? The thing about me is, I don't usually get excited days before the special event, but the night right before it. Take my birthday for example. I don't feel anything now, but I'm sure on Monday night, I would feel all happy and giddy. However, tuesday isnt exactly my favorite day, so I am a tad bit disappointed my birthday is on a tuesday. Well, people, get excited for the next journal which I will ramble all about my lovely birthday. Happy early valentines day!

February 9, 2012 (Life)

Again, these days life seems to be spinning out of control. First we had the science fair, and we won 3rd place in the biology section! I am so giddy about it, proud too. Also, in PE, oh jeez, me the team leader with so much pressure because we didnt win. Sigh. These days, i'm constantly finding and changing. This somehow relates to the poem we read in class, A road not taken, by Robert Frost. It is a meaningful poem. I wish my life could become back to the normal, tranquil one. However, life isnt fun without all the bumps and surprises, right?

February 8, 2012(Science Fair and the Special Day)

Tomorrow's the big day! Tomorrow, is our annual science fair, oh jeez. Am I excited about it? A little bit. This week was a busy one. I just wish that weekends will come faster. Along with long breaks. Today, i will weird, so I'm going to talk about weird things. This year is a leap year! Isnt it awesome? There is actually someone born on that day in our school! Well, I guess thats special. Also, though not so famous of a holiday, my birthday is on Valentines Day! I like it that on my birthday, so many people are so happy, and well, sad. However, I like to think that my birthday is a day that gives many people happiness and smiles. This makes me sound like I invented valentines day. Oh well. Happy everyday!

February 7, 2012(Luck)

Today, was such a lucky day. It was such a lucky day that I am afraid that something unlucky will happen. So in MUN class, rustic Pathways, an awesome program that teaches teenagers to do community service, have adventures and fun and so much more. Anyhow, today went smoothly, no unlucky events occured. This "Luck" reminds me of the short story "The Lady or the Tiger?" Well, it seems like I am very much attached to that story. The luck is chance, you dont know about it. It is the unexpected, the surprise. Many people are attached to luck, like people who are obessed with lottery. Is it good or bad? It has its pros and cons. However, a little luck is needed to everything.

February 6, 2012 (The Lady or the Tiger? Review)

Few days ago, I read the short story "The Lady or the Tiger?" I absolutely loved it. The story is that under the king's justice system, the one in the arena, has fate in his/her own hands. He/she either picks one of two doors. Behind one door, is the tiger, and get devoured by it, and behind another one, is a lady who will he be married to immediately, whether he likes it or not. This story centers on a young man who fell in love with the princess, which he gets put on the arena. He looked at the princess, which she had a slight handmovement to the right. Thus the man chose the right door. However, Stockston, the writer, simply leaves the ending as unknown. Ambigious. I realized that I absolutely adore stories with ambigious endings. Also, like the "August Heat." I absolutely love the plot and the ambigious ending.

February 5, 2012 (Grand Finale)

Finally, finally, finally, we finished our science fair experiment. I know, I know, for the better good for the science fair (?) we had to "torture" hamsters. Well, maybe it wasnt exactly torture, but I felt great sympathy for them. I... yes I do want to win the science fair as much as my team members do, but still.... I wish wholeheartedly that they will meet very extremely nice owners. I am very grateful to them, though they will never know that, and hate us forever. I am very sorry, and thank you. I hope you guys meet nice owners! Grand finale. It is finally officially over.

Thursday, February 2, 2012 (Hate.The Wind.)

Today, will be the official day that I hate wind. I simply detest it. When I was outdoors today, the wind blew so hard I actually wanted to curse it. Well, I am very sorry to the wind, I am sure that it plays a very essential role in this world. However, it blow my hair all about me, made my bag strips slide down me. Simply, I do not like wind. However, becuase in English class we briefly mentioned about the collection of poetry, I decided to make a poetry out of it. If we do make poetries about somethings, we do feel strongly about it right? Yes, I do feel very strongly about wind, today.

The most tiring day

You know how people get worse at something when they're ou of practice? Well, today was totally that day for me. I was worst in everything. That's how I felt at least, and I sure hope that it wasnt everything I was bad at. Anyways, I felt that way again in basketball. It was so tiring after a specific drill, which is defending another person in zigzag pattern of M. It was so tiring. Then, we had to run 3 flightes of stairs. At last, I thought I was going to um... faint from tireness. I almost did, I know that, but I never faint. I was really sleepy after that, but I have so many homework I dont think I can.