May 30, 2012 (Lead)

Well that lead in my mind is gone, though it will be back on thursday night. The "lead" I mean here is the heavy pressure in my mind. Well, I guess you describe pressure as on your shoulders, or is that responsibility? Anyways, finishing the first part of the English final is a great relief. I wonder how much I scored though. I feel okay about it, but you know, sometimes, the score comes out opposite of what you expected, and I really dont want that. It is quite annoying. I would like to be strong till the last moment. However, I cant use the word "still" since in the middle of the school year, I was a mess. And I still am, but whatever, the school year is ending anyways.