Instant Realization

I dont know how to be descriptive. No matter how many fantasy books i read, i just cant do it. I dont understand, they just dont come to me. When i write essays, the descriptive words just dont come to me. I have always wondered why they dont. As i write this blog, i understood. It is because my vocabulary is too short. If i know more vocabularies then, the more descriptive words i would know. Because i wanted to be more descriptive, i used to read alot of fantasy books an year ago. However, now, i am not as into fantasy books as before. Perhaps, i got impatient, and gave up in reading fantasy books. Again, as i write this blog entry, i realized that i shouldnt give up. There are many elements in life, and patience and never giving up perhaps are the most important ones. In conclusion, i'm just going to believe in them and never give up on my writing and keep improving on them.